This dark lonely mind

i just felt like posting this because i felt like it and for the sake of posting , but this is just the kind of things i write . and i really feel not so good lately and thats the truth , i feel really ...sort of sad . and i dont know if any one will read this but it dosent matter .



Hurting deep within my self
Feeling so deeply cut
No bleeding just a cut
A cut too deep
Just too much
Cold wind blowing away
Bitter memories ones of paining
Self-alone
Self that’s’ fading
Portraits of death like
Wounds, never going away
Leave me alone
Stay away
Left alone
Is my dark lonely pain
Left alone in a place so bladed
Left alone in a darkened gray shaft
Blood doesn’t’ pour out of my soiled
Skin, no water falls from me or my lids, the only water that spills down fast long last; dripping slipping away, dark lonely nothing, unforgotten rain, listening to nothing but the sky, creating water, drops each filled with clear undead substance, pale is the moon like white glowy frost, sky lit clouds dark gray filled with nothing but loss, patronizing intake upon broken memory, left is alone, self aware bleeding, dripping cut, darkened shut cant’ seem to fade or use the bladed weapon, no where to go inside her head no where to feel this never felt feeling , cant’ stop the bleeding , the dying or pains , trying to relax trying to escape through the gate of this dark damp room , a center of thoughts dark alone no more room , cant’ find the exit sign, or the way out , trying to get out of this dark lonely mind of a shadowed preserved grave a cemetery , an ongoing dark trapping maze , cant’ get out of my mind my thoughts my own headaches , this dark lonely mind filled with gray waters tears of shattered skull pain , trapped locked alone no where to escape from this dark damp lonely game; named my mind a dark cold drafty grave .
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