There's tears in my eyes, and i'm crying for you.
I'm reminiscent, lonely, heartbroken, numb
Angry at myself for doing it again.
Depressed because i'm weak, too weak to force myself out
of this sea of depression i fell in.
A hollow smile crashes across my face
And as my eyes dim slowly with lost faith
My ears fill with the cracked sound
Of my own, sad laughter as I cry myself to sleep over you.
I know you'll never care, 'cause you're off dreaming
Off with someone who's better than me
I'm glad you're happy, i'm sad because i'm not
I guess I have to let go of what I can't have
And deal with what i've got.



i try to make everybody happy, but in the end i only end up hurting myself. my life is so lame right now.

awwwww...it is good...but don't feel that way. Believe me, I have for a while, and it only brigns you down more to be pessimistic. =/ -huggles-