Hi everyone, I hope you've all been well. I've missed you all a lot, but I am a bit apprehensive about returning due to some reasons better known to some members than others. I'm glad to see the board is doing well. The last thing I want to do is ruffle feathers in returning here but I thought I would at least say hi

Well..Just as long as your back right? to stay? :3 *hugs* Welcome back.

If I had had to guess who would be the first person to respond to me I would have guessed you Teru, you always were such a nice guy :lol: I would like to stay this time, but since I am the one who left I feel like its not really my board anymore, more like it belongs to you guys now and I don't want to return if in so doing it steps on anyones toes. Thanks so much for the welcome back Teru ^_^

You can step on our toes all you want. :3 we're just glad to see you back. And it will always be your board as well.

This is your board as much as anyones, save me, you deserve it more then I and I think it may be with that, I say goodbye.

(my last gift are my words, they are all I have left to offer, I wish you the best and my only words to everyone are simply that I am sorry. I am sorry I did not do more I am sorry I failed everyone and more importantly I am sorry to the one person I care about most here, for all my mistakes that is all I have to say, I ####ed up once again and that poem is the last thing I have to offer)

This is my goodbye people, I will return to check up every once in a while, this is not a personal squabble nor is this something foolish it is instead me saying that certain people are better suited here, as well as just a better fit.

This is Troy saying see ya all, and always remember whatever happens, happens.

Emerald!! It's been such a long time!!! Girl where you been?? It's so good to see you once more over here.

NGC, You don't need to go, Nobody needs to leave storm will.

You guys are my last survivors

I guess I must have missed the part where you and I were at war and you can't even stand me enough to be a member of the same board as me....

I was going to email you this personally, but obviously you would rather this be a public thing on the board for everyone to see...

For as smart as you are you're obviously clueless. The reason for me returning here was twofold; I missed some members who were friends of mine, and I wanted to extend an olive branch to you in the hopes that maybe you could put this behind you and we could at least be friends, after all thats what we started as. You make it clear that you are not at all interested in this. I see that you would rather remember me as a cruel harpie who wronged you in some way than as an actual person who was legitimately trying to mend our differences.

There is absolutely no reason whatsoever for you to leave the board, as I have made it abundantly clear my recent postings were just an experimental foray back onto the board, and I also made it clear that if I was invading your turf (and as much as you may deny it its more your board than mine) all you had to do was tell me and I would have left, the last thing I want to do is upset you. Maybe your just not ready to be friends yet, and thats okay, but why not talk to me like a regular person instead of spouting macabre poetry and annoucing you can't be a member if I am also a member.

I really hoped that our time apart would have given you some perspective about us, and you would have realized although we had a lot going for us, it was ultimately not meant to be. Rather than throwing away the bond we made I tbought you would at least try to be civil and maybe even rebuild a friendship, I see that unfortuanately I was mistaken.

Your not mistaken, I am just an idiot. If that is really what you wish then of course, I would be happy, more then happy to make an attempt. You did not wrong me in any way shape or form, and none of this was your fault. I was simply to immature and foolish and I was not there when a person I cared for needed me most. I dont want you to leave, honestly I dont know what I want that has always been my problem.

I am not being condescending I am simply an idiot.

-_- Well then I see not much has changed :lol: >gives biggest hug ever<

I really want us to be able to put all that stuff behind us and be friends. I don't think it was anybody's fault, things just kinda....imploded. Maybe it was for the best. And its okay if you don't know what you want, at least you can admit it, most people can't.

Well then, umm I think I need a drink, long time no see...beautfiul =)

Hope things have been treating ya well.

Siete Belle by the way =p

EDIT: Change of plans, I am sticking around (I never found a person that could sway me quite like you by the way =p )

OHHHHH SOOOOO SWEET!!!!! Make up in four post is somthing i don't see much :P Welcome back eme and happy to have you back :)

What in the world is going on here? God.. I have a headache and I better find a New skin. Christmas is over

Put on something black and red or gold and black.

I Second that....stupid snow..

In my country it doesn't snow so this the closest I could get to feel the need for snow.


But Anyway, Let's all get back on topic

Well the topic is kinda squashed now anyway. Me and NGC are both staying ^_^ Yeah the snow background makes my typing all delayed on here, so although I like it it would be good to see a change. Just no extreme opposite colors, like that one time we had electric blue and black >my eyes!!<

^Agreed, Welcome back! :)

I'll find a dark color for you guys. I'll do it tomorrow my head hurts, and I'm flirting with some girls. oops.. I said that aloud

good to have you back emerald

Aww. How heart-warming. It makes me want to spread diseases through the act of engaging in group hugs.

But I won't. 'Cause then I'll smell like human.

Welcome back. :D

You scared me for the first page.... I thought everyone was leaving or going mad!! ^_^

^_^ ^_^ Awwww! You guys are so sweet, I realy feel touched, thanks guys! Hugs!!***** Hugs!!***** Hugs!!*****

The song in your sig is one of my favourites, by the way..... 'course the CD's my mums.....